Summer is almost over!

Well. Summer is drawing to an end. It's after midnight and I find my self reading some rather disturbing, interesting and very helpful information; the time line for  college readiness for high schoolers. 

Yes! This is disturbing! My oldest daughter will be a freshman in high school this year. As I see these words being typed out, my heart is officially breaking. 

When did she get this old? Where did my first born baby girl go? 

I'm overwhelmed. I've gotta stop typing. 

I'm literally making myself depressed. I can't go through depression again. That was the worst feeling ever! 

I can do this! I can be happy that my baby is growing up! 

If you know me though, you know how fiercely protective I am of my three kiddos. You know how close we are and how our bond is like no other. 

Sigh... 

I'm gonna try and not cry myself to sleep. I still have three weeks left of summer! I'm gonna enjoy it with my three babies!